随心所欲~

Message of the Day ^^

2009-12-14T08:47:00.002+08:00

Life is short,

Break the rules,

Forgive quickly,

Kiss slowly,

Love truly,

Laugh uncontrollably,

And never regret anything that made you smile..

Kai Wei :)

MASC siap!!

2009-12-11T16:07:00.002+08:00

MASC

my days, my nights, my mind, my mailbox, my LIFE are all full with this four alphabets now...

MASC SIAP!!

*2 days to go*

Kai Wei :)

迟来的考试感言

2009-11-29T15:50:00.005+08:00

大坏蛋

“从学海走出去的人是不会失败的”

你是这样对我说的...

不需要更多的言语解释,

我已经收到你想对我说什么…

这么一句简单的话，

给了我鼓励,

给了我信心,

给了我继续努力的动力...

AIYA-ah gor

I can’t remember since when,

You started to become the someone,

Who listened to all my repeated complains on exam nerves;

Who gave me words of comfort when I was in the time of need;

Who held back my tears when I was about to give up;

Who encouraged me to continue my hard works until I had achieved my goal;

Who stayed with me not physically, but more importantly, emotionally…

I will forever remember, that

You prayed for me when I was worry,

You made me cry because of touch when I wanted to cry because of stress,

And the lucky star…which its power had expired right after my exam, but will be kept in my heart forever…

Steve

我不需要你为我煮咖啡提神；

我也不需要你替我分忧解劳；

我更不需要你帮我进考场应考；

因为你那颗永远为我打气加油的心，

已经远远胜过其他…

舜斌

你是恶魔，在我准备考试的紧要关头把我骗去报馆；

但你偶尔也是天使，在我考完试当天骗我去那么浪漫的地方看电影…

你说你是代替和辉陪我

所以就算小黄人跟小红人联络很贵

你还是久久会跟我联络一下下

我真的有感动一下下咯

8poh

I felt a lot better,

Simply by asking Calvin to pass you the message that I was dying over exam stress,

Perhaps because I were glad that you knew how I felt

(well, I thought he did pass you the message, haha)

闰儿

平时我开心、伤心、灰心、三八、说冷笑话；

考试时我紧张、担心、压力、强作镇定；

陪在我身边的总是你…

我讲不好笑的冷笑话时，你会回我更不好笑的冷笑话；

我突然板着脸神经紧绷时，你也不敢跟我说话；

问到你也不会的问题，你马上帮我到处找答案，虽然你自己也有要温习的东西…

你就是这样，

总是静静地、默默地、毫无心机地，

支持着我…

大姐

看重考试的程度你认第二没人敢认第一…

对于考试，分数、成绩，

你对所有人所有事都可以很现实，唯独我…

虽然口里常对我这小妹不客气，但我知道你是处处护着我这小妹…

跟你大小声是我们两姐妹的沟通方式哦？

在matrix时我常投诉要爬那么多层楼梯才能去到你房间找你，

进了UM才发现，爬再高的楼梯也比住不同宿舍来得近…

Buddy

You are always the super duper triple busy buddy in the world.

I still think you are the best buddy though…

Your text books, which always look as if you had never use them before,

Your past year papers, which you never scratch a word on them,

And most importantly, your ‘words of wisdom’,

Which all of them are indeed, helpful…

Well, at least you replied my message even you were preparing for exam.

Haha

学权

你会突然吃错药找我聊天，

也会突然忘记吃药玩失踪玩冷漠，

所以有时我也懒得理你了…

这次考试我比以前任何一次考试更紧张，

但我累得快倒下时一次也没找你诉苦…

原因？

哈哈，我想我不说你也知道，

就像有些事我不问也懂你会给我什么反应…

不管如何，

依然感谢你偶尔的“突然吃错药”…

你每次说那些客套的安慰话对我没效所以你都不会对我说

其实那些安慰的话

真的可以安慰到我

只要你肯说

爸爸妈咪

从小到大你们看我考了大大小小的试

不知你们有没有看得出我这一次特别紧张？

开学到现在第一个没回家的周末

谢谢你们还是让我有回家的感觉...

For all others who had wished me GOOD LUCK, ALL THE BEST, GAMBATE, ADD OIL, etc…

As well as to those who I missed to mentioned…

From the bottom of my heart,

“THANK YOU”

写着写着，好像少了和辉、嫣、宝贝、Ju Wee

我知道，我相信，我明白

不是因为你们不在乎

只是因为时间、距离、环境

让我们比较少机会联络

很想念你们啦!

holiday

2009-11-25T13:31:00.007+08:00

i have just enough of 14 days to spend after exam until the day i need to roll back to campus to prepare for MASC.

16th december:

1st person to date me was 张舜斌... lol. went the curve to watch with him. i know i know, that movie was supposed to be shown on 19th nov. haha. that fella got 2 free tickets from dont-know-what company, premium show, that's why. it was my 1st time going The Curve. lousy kl-ian. haha. very very nice place, especially the environment at The Street. went walked a round in Library (a pub), a nice place though, hehe. 1st time watching 3D show in theatre, the 3D spec quite troublesome lo, but not bad ler.

conclusion: nice outing ^^

17th november:

MASC PR dept meeting at za'ba. then went for accounting nite hotel inspection at royale chulan hotel, then had our program dept meeting at pavilion Carl's Jr, then went for movie . will never forget what happened that day. paid RM11 for half movie. haha. during the show, adele called me and reminded me of my MASC emcee audition. i promised to go, so... what else? run la.. lolz. 'walk' super duper triple fast from the cinema hall, escalator, pavilion entrance, went the wrong way, asked a guard the nearest monorail station, flew to monorail, went on the wrong direction of train, roll down after 2 stations, rushed to kelana jaya lrt station, get on lrt, reached university station, get into a super slow newbie taxi, reached za'ba on 9pm, exactly one hour late. anyway, really thanks to my dearest 子儒同学 because he was the one who accompany me ran here ran there along the 'journey'. without him i think i'll cry while running especially when i get on the wrong station. fun? haha. no comment.

these photos were taken BEFORE i went into cinema.

pavilion always has the very very attractive christmas decorations.

18th november:

ah gor was the next person to date me. another 1st time. that was my 1st time to ice skating. lousy kl-ian, again. haha. 10 fella from 10th college went to sunway pyramid celebrating the end of exam nightmare. 6 out of 10 were 1st timer... how 4 taz-ians took care of 6 taz-ians? i also don't know. haha. i fell down once that day. very painful lo... OUCH~ hehe. a very big thanks to my aiya-brother for looking after me during that 3 hrs, or else i think i sure OUCH for more than once. of course, to all the others who did hold me tight at the moment i shout for help la. haha. ohya, before i forget, got 2 uncles 1 auntie very very skilful skating there. it must be very fun to be able to skate like them. hehe

~ten ten ten ten~

mag shi: 动感光波！Bi bi bi bi bi ~~~

yeah! notice that? i'm talking on phone. haha. paiseh, allergy to camera shot, want to have my face in every sweet memories wert ^^

the most slippery corner - the entrance. almost almoST ALMOST fall few times here. but sempat take photo even we're at a high risk location XD

we saw another 青云 sitting opposite us! didn't know he has a brother. haha.

19th november:

went back home lu... didn't know my little tiny room can fit so many of my things just after 1 semester. steve and lapfoong sure never expect they have to walk so many turns when they offered to help me bring my things into 小红. ah gor very 贴心-ly reminded me to drive very very very carefully because 小红's brake not very strong, and suddenly it's so packed with my things. but it was ok along the way back home, guess human's weight is always heavier than all of my things add up together. hehe. anyway, really thanks and touched for their help and care and reminder.

22nd november:

happy birthday to dearest 屁屁婆 from 屁family - lim ju wee! i was at johor bahru since 20th with family. went 慈济义卖会 at 南方学院. mum bought quite a stacks of coupons from my aunt, so we went 'shopping' lo! haha. bought a book, few handmade bookmarks, and many many many FOODS. but not all of them taste good though. anyway, had a great day... it reminded me of the memories when i went helped out on Ti-Ratana Food and Fun Fair when i went for the volunteer job at Ti-Ratana dinner at Desa Water Park (did i remember the correct place) with pi family members. miss that time very very very much ^^

23rd november:

happy birthday to my dearest roommate 陈小静！hehe. but really really sorry for over-looking the time and send you my wishes 1 hour 10 minutes late. didn't mean it... lolz. it was also the day when i start 发霉-ing at home. it's not that i prefer schooling days or exam days than holiday. definitely NOT. but just feel kind of down...when i have so many holiday plans in mind but couldn't find anyone to accompany me. hehui and yan are both at uk. jin and carrie are busy with their own studies and assignments. juwee jijian leeyen are all having stpm now. at 1st i thought hk is at nilai, just knew he is at home now, but is on his study week, means having exam next week. 舜斌 says he not free, staying at hostel also. 明哲 holiday-ing, but sounds like a bit busy and not in good mood when i talked to him few days back. my UM-mates? great, they are ALL having holiday like me, but all of them came from different states around peninsular, johor perak kedah penang selangor... even those staying QUITE near at kl also, not that near at cheras. kepong subang pj... WTH.... is that because i don't have a lot of close-friends? or because my timing is always not match with them? >.<

anyway, HAPPY HOLIDAY...

kaiwei :)

2009-11-24T02:11:00.002+08:00

做么咧har???

2009-10-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

做么咧har???

做么咧har???!

捉摸不定的情绪好恐怖...

微 >.<

随笔一挥

2009-10-27T00:53:00.005+08:00

人总是随着时间成长、进步...

可是怎么，

我觉得自己不但没向前走，

反而在往后退？

竟然觉得，

那一年的我，

比这几年的我更好...

无论在心态、心境、心情...

抑或在理智、理性、逻辑...

不寻常的家伙~

想念我的我，

微 :)

接近考试时忧郁的次数总是特别频

请别见怪！呵呵

按下快门那霎那，回忆就被收藏住了，可是时间能停留在过去吗？

当然不能！

凯微，加油~

2009-10-14T02:07:00.002+08:00

exam nerves are killing me...

assignment's deadline are killing me...

restless days and nights are killing me...

SHYT

when on earth can i learn to LET GO, and PUT DOWN...???

kaiwei

miss a shoulder for me to lean on

miss a hug for me to cry on

miss a voice for me to comfort on

*tears*

Happy Birthday...

2009-10-08T01:13:00.004+08:00

刘雪丽！

yes! you! 傻婆...

don't know whether you will drop by and 'accidentally' look into my page or not. but still,

* HApPy BUrbDay *

it has been a long time since we last chat with each other. yeah yeah, i know i'm always the busy one, didn't reply your sms and no respond on your updates on facebook... but i swear, i do remember you and of course, miss you damn much!!! especially the moment where i keep complaining you on this and that and THAT. hmmph? hehe...

微 :)

中秋节快乐

2009-10-04T02:24:00.003+08:00

月圆人团圆，中秋节快乐！

这个周末很难得，是中秋节。

这个周末也很难得，本公主没回家；

因为有活动，也很多功课要赶...

为了弥补不能回家过节的寂寞，

我们几个小家伙特地聚在宿舍一起吃月饼，

而且...

我们家闰儿真聪明，还带了电脑下去...

怎么说呢？

哈哈，我吵着要听月亮歌，她就用电脑下载了...

真的是月亮歌！最传统的那首...

“月亮圆，月亮圆，月亮照在我的家~”

嗯...

吃着、听着、聊着、闹着...

有回家的感觉...

心，暖暖的...

每逢佳节倍思亲。

我知道有句话从本公主口中说出一定引起群众不满，可是还是想说...

好想家...

微 :)

和辉和嫣嫣在英国应该没月饼吃吧？

没关系，我帮你们吃了你们的份！

唔唔...好吃~

GAMBATE!

2009-09-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

*sigh*

after one week of holiday, i'm again, back to this stressful place.

bear myself la... holiday so many days but did NOTHING, so....accumulated assignments, projects, tasks, etc...are UNLIMITED.

Zzzz... sometimes when one's stress-ness is pushed up to limit, really feel like giving up. but still, i know i have to go on...

GAMBATE kai wei~

安全地带

2009-09-23T19:06:00.004+08:00

对，

我依然胆怯...

不敢也不想越过那安全地带...

所以也请你，

不要越过我的安全地带...

微 :)

Goodbye

2009-09-23T18:26:00.004+08:00

i didn't know the moment will arrive in such a speed...

the time to bid adieu...

duh... i thought only tv program have such a scene. a fella holding some light luggage, going down the escalator alone, then a group of 'teary' people looking down and wave to him from upstairs... Zzz...

*babi, don't starve yourselve too much there. you are already boney enough!*

didn't manage to repeat the 'dramatic scene' with pi root yan. but still, the same grief and sorrow flared beneath my chest when the sms i sent to her 10minutes before her flight ended up with the reply from hotlink saying 'message sending failed'...

* pi poh, why on earth did you switch off your hp so early huh? lol *

with loves,

kai wei :)

damn

i'm on my raya break now

and then i realized

i couldn't call and meet up with the usual 2 fellas like what i did ALL the time

占有欲

2009-09-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

从前从前，

有一位幸福的公主..

身边从不乏疼爱她的人，

亲情、友情、爱情...

她很知足，

一直都对自己的幸运觉得感恩...

可是原来，

公主也有占有欲...

曾经只属于她的好知己，

多了另一名好知己。

公主觉得，

她在好知己心里的位置，

已经不是“唯一”了...

虽然，他们三人一直都是很好很好的朋友...

曾经只属于她的王子，

不再属于她了。

不再属于公主的王子，

有一名越来越好的好知己。

公主觉得，

他在王子心里的位置，

比好知己还要低了...

虽然，他们一直都只是很好很好的朋友...

这时公主才愕然发现，

原来自己并不单纯，并不知足，

而且很贪心呢...

怎么办呢？

公主好希望能像以前一样，

一直被信任，被视为最佳的倾诉对象，

一直被铭记，被视为最佳的分享对象,

一直被呵护，就像公主般地被照顾与关心...

公主好希望能像以前一样，

不会被忽略，

不会被遗忘，

说的话，哪怕是轻轻一句话，都能够被听见...

公主好希望能像以前一样，

时时刻刻都觉得自己很幸福...

占有欲真的很恐怖，

不要不要我不要！

微 :)

弃房

2009-09-23T02:17:00.003+08:00

这房间，

被弃着好久了...

到处都是灰尘，

到处都是乱糟糟的家具...

房客呢？

说真的，我也不晓得他躲到哪里去了...

应该还在房里的某个角落吧？

抑或，

早已经一声不响地收拾包袱离开了...？

其实，

早应该让他离开了不是吗...

世上哪有这么大方的房东啊？

房客这么久没交租，

也没收拾房间，

更没对这小小的空间有任何归宿感...

这样的房客，

值得留住吗？

我想，

是时候，

重新打印海报，

重新招募新的房客了...

可是，

在还没把这乱七八糟的房间整理干净前，

还是得继续让它空着吧...

现在才发现，

原来收拾房间是这么的不简单...

而且还要是一间被弃着没人打理的房间...

等吧...

我相信，

总有新居入伙的一天...

只是，

一定不是今天...

微 :)

也许

2009-09-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

也许，是该放下的时候了...

只是“也许”...

微:)

2009-09-06T04:33:00.002+08:00

Now i started to feel the distance...

~7days to go, and still decreasing~

Big x3 buddy's convocation

2009-08-21T10:48:00.002+08:00

Buddy's Convocation 2009

from left: big big buddy, big big big's buddy's big big bear, small small me, big buddy

my always-busy-buddy.
*er.. he's too tall, that's why i looks too short"

buddy and buddy's brother. similarity? both also SS. haha

accidentally met 勤勤 & 小风 at in the crowd. HellO~

these photos were taken when i went to my big big big buddy's convocation last week. schedule was extremely pack that day, but... buddy ma, must support de. hehe. now only i know, convo is damn crowded. and yeah, excited. imagine the feeling when we finally graduated after 4 years of hard work. must be satisfying, and touchy... so, work hard to strike for the best. gambate~ (for now, mid sem exam!)

ohya, some of the photos taken with my big big big buddy, also there is a full quorum of our buddy line, they are in my big x3 buddy's camera. don't know whether can get it or not.

loves,
kaiwei :)

i want make appointment with photo-kakiS to be my photographers 4 years later
can?
haha.

饥饿勇士，赞！

2009-08-21T10:23:00.005+08:00

2009年新纪元第二届饥饿三十营

饥饿三十最好玩的就是一定会有一班亲切的学记 ^^
学哥学姐学弟学妹，13179~

惭愧~三十个小时内我几乎有一半的时间都是在跟隔壁组的家伙混在一起...学记一家亲嘛...谁要你们把我一个丢在第一组...

第二组的甜蜜情侣...郎才女貌...登对!
*真心话*

我们家可爱的闰儿.不知为什么左手要比个"五"...明明就应该是'一',不然好歹也比'三'嘛...
闰儿，人生第一个三十个小时，不错吧?明年再来！

第一组的冰淇淋组员...共17个，四个19岁以上，其他原来都还是中学生...
我们老了!!

冰淇淋小组只有三支芒果口味男生冰淇淋，饥饿勇士！
智安同学你on了吗? >.<

主席好！去年今天我们在同样的地点穿同样颜色的衣服拍了同样pose的照片,但今年感觉不一样了哦！加油加油！
笨笨主席，祝你幸福~

辣椒口味的冰淇淋，
凯微 :)

mid sem break + study week

2009-08-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

mid sem exam! the 1st ever exam in my university life. i'm coming~

but lazy is still lazy. what to do?
ZzzZ...

一、二、三、四、五、六

2009-08-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

和亲爱的朋友共勉之...

一个中心：
一切以健康为中心。

两个基本点：
遇事潇洒一点，
看世糊涂一点。

三个忘记：
忘记年龄，
忘记过去，
忘记恩怨。

四个拥有：
无论你有多弱或多强，一定要
拥有真正爱你的人，
拥有知心的朋友，
拥有向上的事业，
拥有温暖的住所。

五个要：
要唱，
要跳，
要俏，
要笑，
要苗条。

六个不能：
不能饿了才吃，
不能渴了才喝，
不能困了才睡，
不能累了才歇，
不能病了才检查,
不能老了再后悔。

介于种种原因，最近咳嗽声多了，纸巾销量多了，诊疗所顾客也多了...
朋友们，要好好照顾身体哦...

微 :)

Charity Project 2009

2009-08-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

This is another project and i joined in UMAC. Charity Project 2009. pictures speak louder than words. so, here are some of the departments' photos that i grabbed from charity project facebook page. i think they are all quite small, but, never mind la. i know all charity OCs have a big loving heart! <3

so, firstly, the four SS-est CC.
Publishing Department.
Publicity Department.
Marketing Department. Also, note that they are all holding 2xRM50 on their hands. *money money money*
lastly, i'm in Program Department. so i bias-ly put 2 photos here la.
the formal one comes first.

followed by the SS one. (though not SS enough)
*sorry for the cacat-ed love shape formed by me and pui yoong*

CHARITY PROJECT 2009
"Hand in Hand, Heart to Heart"

to all my charity teammates,
with our hand in hand and heart to heart,
i believes, and i strongly believes,
that we can all do our best,
to strike for the best!

loves,
kaiwei :)

真狼狈

2009-08-18T18:50:00.003+08:00

fell down today. hurt my legs. no blood. but still, pain. sobs... 2 funny things happened on me in less than half hour this afternoon.

1. i was outside my friend's room in the 3rd floor corridor at my residential college this afternoon. i was waiting for her to come back from bathing so that i can get my stuff and then go back home together. i was holding 2 sets of keys: 1 with all the keys needed to enter my home. another is my room key which i was suppose to summit to the office when i check out. then... within a split of second!!!!! my room key dropped from my palm and... yea, marvelous, it tried to commit suicide by jumping down from the corridor, ended up on the roof top of a motorcycle parking area. holy shyt. ROOF TOP! -.-"
at last Run Er and i went to seek for help from the worker who were busy doing renovation at the bathroom. kind enough, they helped us by climbing up to the roof and i got back my naughty room key.

2. of course, i followed the 2 workers when they going downstairs to help me. too EXCITED seeing the kind-hearted man climb up to the dangerous rooftop for me, i forget how to walk correctly and i fell down. dont doubt what you just read, i fell down, on the hard rough black tarred road. oh no, to be more specific, i NEARLY fell into the deep longkang. ouch~

packed our stuff and 3 of us went back home. me, run er and chia lock. took cab in front of our college until kota raya, took 62 until my home. the sun was sooooooooooooo WARM above me. almost tear off my skin. at last... "home sweet home"

by,
clumsy kaiwei :)

p/s: some photos taken during last few days will be uploaded as soon as i tidy up the photos and when i'm free enough. just wait... hehe

MASC 2009 Organizing Committees

2009-08-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

photos explain everything...

*i'm in PR Department*

Central Committees

Publicity

Logistic, Marketing & Publishing

Programme & Public Relation

to all my MASC teammates, the war we are in might be tough and tiring,
but let's work as one and stay fight as one,
put all our efforts in and get rid of all obstacles ahead of us!
~gambate~

kaiwei :)

what a day...

2009-08-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

had a exhausting but marvelous day today!

firstly, of course, i would like to express my highest gratitude towards steve for fetching me back home early in the morning. you're such a nice super senior. glad to have you as our senior in 10th college. hehe.

i am SUPPOSED to have tonnes of still-pending important tutorials and tasks this weekend. however, ironically, my 3 days passed without doing any of those things. zzz... reached home about 7.25am this morning. went out for breakfast with hk and yan 15minutes later. headed to sbs chinese society camp directly after the meal. dinner-ed with hk ju jian kit marc n munfai after the camp finished. by the time i back home and bathed, it was almost 11pm. planned to do at least some of the works. but here am i... blogging, chatting, browsing webs randomly. ops........ aikks. i am really mentally exhausted today. so, tardiness overtook hardworking-ness under this low spirit moment.

hmmm... never mind that. still, i had a great time today. fully enjoyed myself. initially i only planned to drop by the chinese society camp for a few hours because puan chan invited me to go back and have a look at my juniors. never expect i would met so many same-batch friends there. i asked hk, 8poh and baobei if they want to join me for this visit. to my great surprise and of course, excitement, leeyen jiamin kit marc kent jian cheryl catherine juwee neoh munfai and etc were all there as well. so, plan changed. i stayed down for the whole day and went dinner at ampang with them.

having my new university life soaking with numerous of un-finishing tasks to complete, i am really glad to 'steal' a little time out for being with friends who i feel so comfortable and relax hanging out with them. back to the same square building which we spent about 2 years or more together, back with the same clique of familiar faces who we used to did crazy stuff and laugh like hell together, back with the same comfortable feelings of belonging and warmth... yes, it is worth for me to sacrifice some rest time for all these. hey, to all photo-kakiS, did i tell you guys that i really love to see the view where each of you hold a big black professional-looking camera and capture whatever things appear in front of you guys....? seriously honestly and sincerely, i love that view. haha.

sorry for always being busy with my own stuff ever since i graduated from smksbs. i know i never seems to be a constant participant of any of our group gatherings or outings. end up nobody will think of me when they are having any gatherings or outings since it is always a higher probability that i will turn their invitation down. sometimes i feel bad for being forgotten by them. but come to think from another aspect, i am the one who disappeared myself at the very first place, isn't it? well... really couln't help on it. i have enthusiasm on almost every events and projects held around me, and at the same time a perfectionist in achieving what i aimed in academic. that left me not much time of leisure available for old friends. i promised, i will try... not just because i don't want to be left out by you guys, but simply because i enjoy the moments being with you guys. non-stop of LAME jokes and seems-serious-but-still-LAME conversations, and on top of all these, the strong feeling of belonging when i am with you guys.

enough of all confession from me. haha. need to take my rest already. i am starting to feel wing wing when i am typing. photos will be upload when i manage to get them from the photo-kakis... good night and sweet dreams. muakks..

loves and cares,
kaiwei :)

to my best friend and you know who you are
i wonder how different things will be after 19th september
just don't forget you are always my best friend
take care