有时候
沉默
玩笑
的背后
藏的是眼泪
我的眼泪
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great that i have you :)
i am surprise
that at the darkest moment in my day
i feel lots of loves and care and concern from friends who care
friends who really care
from you:
who reminds me of the good old memorable days, the day when everything start.
that was when the seed of friendship was planted in our hearts,
and that was when the sense of belonging to the home built up slowly until today.
very true, we belong to this family and of course i have the responsibility to make things work.
from you:
who gave me lots and lots of good advice and guidance, to bring me out from the darkness.
from you:
who makes me feel the existence of love and care so close that i thought you are just right beside my heart, and with just a simple sentence triggers the rolling tears in my eyes.
from you:
who never understand my problem, but always willing to stay with me.
who never want to tolerate with me, but i know you never meant it to be serious.
who used to be so so so close and deep inside my heart once upon a time.
from you:
who is always far, yet the feeling of friendship is never farther than a distance of two hearts next to each other.
who understands me the best even without articulation from me in words, and always get to put a silent smile on my face by saying the right words at the right time.
and of course, from you:
who cares for me the most, and so willing to sacrifice yourself just to make me feel better.
for all, i don't know what are the best words to show how much i appreciate your existence tonight, only a simple yet sincere phrase:
great that i have you.
kaiwei :)
lost in the mist
there are times
when i am lost
when i am indecisive on which direction should i go next
when i am doubtful on myself
when i am feeling so lonely on the route of making things work
at these times
i feel like i am going to collapse
i feel like the whole world is turning their back to me
i feel like no one is going to hear my cry
i feel like no one is going to see my tears
and i feel like giving up is the best results i can opt to
then i know,
maybe things are not so right anymore.
i should take a halt, a break and a deep breathing in
i should clear my mind, my soul and my heart
and perhaps throw myself some questions that drill back down to the root
"why am i here at the very first place?"
"who am i to be here at the very first place?"
"what am i going to achieve being here at the very first place?"
i ponder, ponder and i am still pondering...
being in this position, carrying this heavy burden on my shoulder,
what are the values that i am able to create for myself, the committees, the juniors and of course the event itself?
and most importantly, how should i follow closely to continuously add values to these people throughout my planning?
yes, people learn and grow from every falls.
but before i put myself in the steep route which is of high risk to falling
shall i ensure myself are well prepared with all equipment to hold the pain of falling?
so that after every falls, i am always ready to keep moving forward from the point of falling instead of going back to the starting point and start all over again.
yes, i shall get myself ready.
and if it is not now, when else can it be?
perhaps today i am lost in the mist,
and the days before today i was lost in the mist too
but after today,
i will try to find my way out.
and i am sure i will be able to find my way out.
this is a promise to you,
and to myself.
cheers,
kaiwei :)
Monday, October 17, 2011
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