disappointment

am i expecting too much from you?

or was it me being overconfident on you?

it is heartache to say so,

but this is really disappointing.

more and more disappointment every now and then.

had took away my trust on you.

i know it is hurt if these words were to be articulated to you in face.

but still, the truth is,

i lost trust.

well,

i see efforts, sometimes.

but somehow,

i don't always see the results that should be following after the efforts.

i wonder why is that so?

again,

disappointment is painful.

especially at this point of time.

:(

20122011 happy birthday to me

20122011

time flies.

here is the big day.

at last.

happy 21st birthday to me.

many many words to be articulated, will do it soon so that i can keep the feelings right.

for now, good night! muackks~

kaiwei :)

心态+专心

山不转路转，

路不转人转，

人不转心转。

我的心态

是时候转一转了

甘愿也得做

不甘愿也得做

不如抛开所有不切实际的抱怨

专心把眼前的工作做完就好

专心一点

就会发现要作的事情其实没那么多

就会发现我有的时间其实没那么少

今日方程式：

心态+专心=没什么大不了

加油！

微 :)

给远方的你

谢谢你的信息

谢谢你的鼓励

谢谢你的加油打气

要一起加油哦

三个星期后

你一定会顺利通过你的考试的

random crap

falling sick.

yes, not yet, just fall-ING sick.

sorethroat. getting better and now become itchy-throat.

cough.

flu.

headache.

fatigue.

are all these symptoms of something?

yes, i have not been treating myself well enough these days.

assignments and midsem exams and event.

and time for my procrastination on, basically, everything i'm doing.

great.

i feel so tired on all these non-stop hectic life. wonder where my motivation goes?

and i feel alone.

alone.

and so alone. sometimes.

homesick.

good night.

kaiwei :(

一个人

独立点吧，女孩！

事实是

没有人的世界因为你而转

更不会因为你而停止转动

你一直向前迈进

创造更完美的自己

当然

你身边的每一个人也一样

有自己的梦想

有自己要完成的完美

对

不管你对任何人多么重要

你不可能是任何人的全世界

所以

女孩

不要依赖

不要软弱

要学会

接受一个人时的沉寂

加油！

微 :)

大学第三年，真的不容易 :(

can you give me a hug?

and a shoulder, too.

kaiwei =.=

at times

i am not sure at what point shall i stand
i am not sure what words can i use to not make things worse

i am not sure whether should i stay or should i proceed further

and i am not sure

whether am i doing good enough or the other way round

there are times

when i don't know

what can i expect from you and from myself
anymore

talk to the hearts, can we?


kaiwei