那幸福的画面

想起那画面

会心一笑

那是

幸福的画面

因为有你们

让我觉得

我可以什么都不会

万事有你们

因为有你们

我像是受保护的公主

当个什么都不会的笨蛋

虽然常常被你们碎碎念

但也觉得温暖

对你

也许

心底的某个角落

曾经希望我们会是不一样的关系

可是依然

珍惜

现在的我们

对他

也许

心底某个角落

曾经不希望我的地位被分享

可是依然

珍惜

现在的我们

对我们

也许

用“朋友”来形容你们在我心里的身份

不够完美 不够贴切 不够特别

可是依然

珍惜

现在的

你

我

他

感谢你们

出现在我生命里

占据着那无可取代的位置

微 :)

很久

没有合照了

好像三年前的那一天后

就没有再合照了

拍张照，好吗？

owh.

i miss everyone.

i mean,

EVERYONE!!!

zzz

hate it when i screw things up.
hate it when i couldn't control the things that i am suppose to be controlling.
hate it when i disappoint someone that i wish so much to leave good impression.
hate it when i failed myself, and failed others.

too many things to share out recently.
too many stresses congesting my mind recently.

balance me up with some more delightful and happening feelings, anyone?
great, going sarawak tomorrow for a few days breakout.
but i have so many things undone here,
will i enjoy heartfully over the other side of the land?

hopefully. i can manage myself well.

i promised you to reform my good impression that they have on me.
i promised you to contribute my full commitment in all future endeavours.
i promised myself, to gain as much as i can from here and to offset the sacrifice i decided to put.

i made the promise, so this is where i will keep the promise.

kaiwei :)

looking forward for the family gathering when september comes!

蓝颜知己

你说的那份感觉

我和他之间，有吗？

再次与你聊天

同样那间房间

同样那把吉他

同样那个环境

同样那个画面

同样那张床

同样那个人

当然

同样那份感觉

这一次

多了一份珍惜

珍惜我们那既遥远又接近的距离

珍惜我们那不用说出口也能会心的了解

珍惜我们那不联络也不会觉得陌生的友谊

希望

这样的感觉

一直能维持

微

白天开心

晚上心烦

半夜失望

我选择

记下白天的感觉

a bad mood will not spoil a great outing.

it is supposed to be the other way round.

a great outing will recover a bad mood.

i had a bad mood. expecting it to spoil my great family outing.

luckily, the jokes and the laughs saved my mood.

kaiwei :)

being in this totally different crowd for just 2 months,

i know myself more.

i know i always play on the safe side.

i know i sometimes can't think calmly when in an argument.

i know i sometimes can't make decision very wisely when i need immediate response.

i know i can hardly control my temper when someone is against my stand.

i know... i have many spaces of improvement in organizing and planning.

and i know, i am tired of organizing and planning events at the moment.

hmmph, stay tough for another 2 weeks and here comes the official 30 hungry hours.

sincerely i hope we can get over this tough challenge together.

next? rest.

another next? no turning back, masc. huuu...

another next? REST. from events, not exam, of course.

gambate. good night.

kaiwei :)

half of my holiday is passed.

i have been spending non-stop since then.

but not working out for any income. not even a part time.

how should i judge this spending?

worth the value?

have been evaluating the value of 'four months holiday' for myself.

take the chance to work and earn some pocket money?

or take the chance to enjoy life

and do something that i might not even have the chance or time to do any more in the future?

i have my aims to achieve in this 4 months

but when i review my list of holiday plans in mind

not many of the items have been checked.

emo.

why is that so?

well it is always the same source of problem, always.

my determination. my self-discipline. my procrastination.

i know nobody can help on this matter beside myself.

have been giving myself so many excuses to wait and wait and wait.

i guess i really need a catalyst.

need somebody at my back to push me.

to remind me and i'm lacking of strong will.

to pull me back from the hole when laziness conquered me.

anyone, volunteer to work together with me to make me a better person?

haihz....

anyway, good night world.

kaiwei :)