^.^

Love may take long, but it will always bring us to where we belong.
Our heart will know, when it's finally home...

just let it be

in this age of 17 or 18, on what range do u rate 'relationship'? i realized, the ranking is differs for everyone. some take it as a game. some take it as gaining experiences. some take it as an essence in their life. some simply take it as a 'whatever'. well, i'm just wondering, what kind of relationship do we consider a mature one?

when we say about couple, it means two different HUMAN involve. when we say about two different human, it means we have two different perspectives in viewing things in life. is it true that only couple with similar thoughts can last long and happily ever after? what about two person with different desire in things, fell for each other, tolerate themselves to build a strong love bond between them? hmmm.. unexpected incidents can happen on any kind of relationships. a pair of love birds that everyone look up for a happy ending, can end up being friends. or, a pair of love birds that everyone think they would never work out, can end up prove to everyone that they are the Mr and Ms Right for each other. again, i'm just wondering. hehe

a simple sentence worth to share with my friends and myself,
don't struggle so much, best things happen when not expected.
just let it be how it was supposed to be... ^.^

-kai wei-

Right or Wrong?

perhaps i'm still not mature enough in handling problems, perhaps i'm lousy in letting people that i care to realise that i do care for them, perhaps i'm not determine enough in achieving what i'm hoping, perhaps i'm just too lazy to take problem as problem, thus i can blame no one for putting me this what-so-ever sucky situation. ummm.. but anyway, whether is this a sucky situation, it's yet to be comfirm.

Quoted from baobei's blog:

In few recent incidents,

i was stuck in between,

and i didn't know what was the right thing to do.

I was stuck in between

i try to judge analytically.

But there is always never someone completely right or wrong.

Because at the end it all still lies on how you think of something.

the last 2 sentences made a stun in my mind. nearly perfectly fit in my situation. haha. baobei, i simply just love this 'coincidentally'..

-Kai Wei-

Apart

Came back from college this evening, enjoying my 1st day of one week Raya holiday. actually i had loads of tutorials to settle, and tonnes of revisions to cope up with within this week. (and i'm 200% sure that i will NOT complete them within this week) yet, like USUAL(excuse and excuses), not in the mood of working in this very 1st day of holiday. randomly went up to visit few friends' blog just now. knowing that few of these friends who i used to hear from them quite oftenly are doing not so well in their life, i suddenly feel i'm really far from them. far, as in...umm...well, far. lol. as everyone of us are leading our different life in different institutions/places with different group of people around, things are getting different. seriously i long for moment being with you guys. sorry for not being the one who make the 1st move to contact you guys all these days, i'm busy, i'm lazy, i'm credit-less, and i'm under stress over exams and stuff. though, this still couldn't deny the fact that, I MISS YOU, FRIENDS. XD

if i am to throw everyone that i miss one question, i think 3 simple words will do.
"How are you?"

Homesick...

In this so-called new but yet not that new environment, being under the spotlight among all teachers and students, makes me feel awfully frustrating and irritating! Never had I have this feeling of revulsion towards certain place before. The pressure in academics is still something I can bear with it since I'm having the power to control how much pressure I want to have. However, I have to accept the fact that there are many things beyond my control yet at the same I cannot just totally ignore it. Agrhh... Anyway, despite this and that, I know that I'm lucky and very lucky and super lucky by having what I'm having now. So, smile~

Home, always the best place to stay ^^