不能尽心爱好一个人，便只能马虎应付两个人，或者更多擦身而过的路人，爱将永远没有着落。

我怀念的

是曾经对你

那份坚持 

那份肯定

那份相信

那份奋不顾身

那份毫不犹豫

可不可以

让我重新聆听自己

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下一个天亮

郭静 -下一个天亮
曲:陈小霞 词:姚若龙
Produced By制作：陈俊廷
Arrangement编曲：洪敬尧/谢明祥


用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮 去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光


用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮 去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮 去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

这首歌

这么多年来 觉得最贴切的 是那永远磨不掉的坚持

今天晚上在回家的路上再次听到这首歌

发现可以用另一种心境去听解歌词

撼动我心的 是你我的积雪 能否会自己融化

对他的坚持

永远磨不掉

与你的积雪

有天会自己融化吗？

等下一个天亮

我能重拾曾经那自信眺望的眼光吗?

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其实

有时很害怕

害怕得我想逃避

害怕得我想歇斯底里

Bad bad bad bad bad...

What a mess :(

My life is a mess. Yes, real mess. Everything just seems to be out of control recently that I don't know how to handle them anymore. Godness please I need a break down. A huge break down in tears for i dont know what the heck is happening. Arghh.. Kaiwei :(

disappointment

sometimes i can't help to ponder, 

am i that lousy in your mind that i am always making incorrect judgment and decision? 

if i am that bad in sense of direction, how do you think i can survive on the roads after so many years? 

if i am that bad in common sense, how do you think i can handle my life independently when i am staying out? 

if i am that bad in making decision, how do you think i can stand as a leader in the team of 50 other excellent people?

if i am that bad in making judgment, how do you think i can gain such trust from all the people outside to the extend that they are willing to listen to my words? 

why can't you just slow down and listen to my justification and give me some trust in a better way? 

yes you can doubt on me. you always can. 

but can you try expressing it in a better way at least? 

try considering how will i feel when you talk to me in such way. 

try considering how reluctant am i to put any further efforts to convince you because i know my efforts will usually end up in avail. 

i may not be right in everything. but same goes to you isn't it?

there might even be times when both of us are not wrong, but we were just thinking from different aspects, different backgrounds, and different generations. 

disappointment. i say. 

and i am sorry if i caused the same feeling to you on me. 

kaiwei :(

the empty stare with floating mind and messy heart. wtf.

what i need is just a shoulder and a hug for me to cry and lean on for a moment without asking anything. just this, and i will be okay and move on. i promised.

happy anniversary

august. 

am almost a week late but still,

happy 4th year anniversary. 

kaiwei :P

幸福的理由

“爱你，是我幸福的理由。”

多么感触与怀念的一句话... 

现在，还多了一丝惆怅与惋惜...

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人生中的四个人

有人说

大多数的人一生中会遇到四个重要的人

一，最爱你的人

二，你最爱的人

三，最适合你的人

四，陪你一起走到最后的人

而且往往这四个人，都不会是同一个人。

我想，我也会是大多数之一。

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