Monday, September 28, 2009

GAMBATE!

*sigh*

after one week of holiday, i'm again, back to this stressful place.
bear myself la... holiday so many days but did NOTHING, so....accumulated assignments, projects, tasks, etc...are UNLIMITED.

Zzzz... sometimes when one's stress-ness is pushed up to limit, really feel like giving up. but still, i know i have to go on...

GAMBATE kai wei~


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

安全地带

对,
我依然胆怯...
不敢也不想越过那安全地带...
所以也请你,
不要越过我的安全地带...

微 :)

Goodbye

i didn't know the moment will arrive in such a speed...
the time to bid adieu...

duh... i thought only tv program have such a scene. a fella holding some light luggage, going down the escalator alone, then a group of 'teary' people looking down and wave to him from upstairs... Zzz...
*babi, don't starve yourselve too much there. you are already boney enough!*

didn't manage to repeat the 'dramatic scene' with pi root yan. but still, the same grief and sorrow flared beneath my chest when the sms i sent to her 10minutes before her flight ended up with the reply from hotlink saying 'message sending failed'...
* pi poh, why on earth did you switch off your hp so early huh? lol *

with loves,
kai wei :)

damn
i'm on my raya break now
and then i realized
i couldn't call and meet up with the usual 2 fellas like what i did ALL the time

占有欲

从前从前,
有一位幸福的公主..
身边从不乏疼爱她的人,
亲情、友情、爱情...
她很知足,
一直都对自己的幸运觉得感恩...

可是原来,
公主也有占有欲...
曾经只属于她的好知己,
多了另一名好知己。
公主觉得,
她在好知己心里的位置,
已经不是“唯一”了...
虽然,他们三人一直都是很好很好的朋友...

曾经只属于她的王子,
不再属于她了。
不再属于公主的王子,
有一名越来越好的好知己。
公主觉得,
他在王子心里的位置,
比好知己还要低了...
虽然,他们一直都只是很好很好的朋友...

这时公主才愕然发现,
原来自己并不单纯,并不知足,
而且很贪心呢...
怎么办呢?

公主好希望能像以前一样,
一直被信任,被视为最佳的倾诉对象,
一直被铭记,被视为最佳的分享对象,
一直被呵护,就像公主般地被照顾与关心...

公主好希望能像以前一样,
不会被忽略,
不会被遗忘,
说的话,哪怕是轻轻一句话,都能够被听见...

公主好希望能像以前一样,
时时刻刻都觉得自己很幸福...

占有欲真的很恐怖,
不要不要我不要!

微 :)

弃房

这房间,
被弃着好久了...
到处都是灰尘,
到处都是乱糟糟的家具...
房客呢?
说真的,我也不晓得他躲到哪里去了...
应该还在房里的某个角落吧?
抑或,
早已经一声不响地收拾包袱离开了...?

其实,
早应该让他离开了不是吗...
世上哪有这么大方的房东啊?
房客这么久没交租,
也没收拾房间,
更没对这小小的空间有任何归宿感...
这样的房客,
值得留住吗?

我想,
是时候,
重新打印海报,
重新招募新的房客了...

可是,
在还没把这乱七八糟的房间整理干净前,
还是得继续让它空着吧...
现在才发现,
原来收拾房间是这么的不简单...
而且还要是一间被弃着没人打理的房间...

等吧...
我相信,
总有新居入伙的一天...
只是,
一定不是今天...

微 :)

Monday, September 7, 2009

也许

也许,是该放下的时候了...
只是“也许”...

微:)

Sunday, September 6, 2009


Now i started to feel the distance...

~7days to go, and still decreasing~