Friday, January 28, 2011

珍惜那最适合的

这世上没有最好的
只有最合适
舒服
和最珍惜

所以
要好好珍惜那最适合的彼此哦!

微 :)
Being able to make closer the distance between two hearts and two souls,
is much more appreciated than
making closer the distance between two names and two bodies.

simply by using your heart rather than ears to listen to her words,
or by using your heart rather than eyes to observe his emotions,

you are now a liiiiiiiittleeeee bit closer with each other...

all the best!


kaiwei :)

Thursday, January 27, 2011

我不想见到你?!

怎么会有那感觉


窒息

就突然
不想见到

不想见人
不想说话
不想强笑
不想
不想
不想


只想赶快回家
因为在家人面前
不关联的坏情绪会自然不在了

在家
不需要担心说错话
不需要假装不在乎
不需要强颜欢笑
不需要
不需要
不需要


公主傻了

微 :/

这几天说多错多
情绪管理也错错错
哪位仁兄小姐不小心被我得罪了
衷心鞠个躬道歉
真的真的对不起

没事美事我没事
不会忘了微笑
但偶尔还是想发泄一下
乱七八糟的自己

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

sleep la...

before we take any moves to turn IDEAS into ACTIONS
basically,
those ideas are NOTHING.


so,


before i make a move to stand up and walk to my bed,
basically,
my promise to myself to sleep early is just an EMPTY promise.

kaiwei >.<

sleep la leekaiwei! :D

Monday, January 24, 2011

my loves :)

dear grandpa and grandma,


nothing much to say. just....

get well soon
miss you soooooo much :D



loves,
your dearest grand daughter, kaiwei :)

Friday, January 21, 2011

想念
那时候的我们

雨后
会有晴天
对吧?

希望
彩虹
很快就出现

微 :)

坏情绪


感谢你打来的那通电话
虽然只是短短的几十分钟
但当我真正把所有事情整理好说出来
才发现
原来所有的所有
也不过如此而已

坏情绪
是时候被取代了

加油
祝我好运

微 :)

用坏情绪面对坏情绪
只能产生更多的坏情绪
law of attraction
我了解了一点点
做不做得到?
那要看我自己的造化了
^^

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


眼泪好像又不听话了
但这一次
我顽强地忍着了
因为最近
流了太多的泪
因为想逼着自己相信
这其实没什么大不了

我是很难过
但那又怎样?
要发生的
毕竟还是发生了
能挽回什么吗?

也许
哭过
就好了

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

存在的意义

不知如何开口的
最后还是得面对了


加油

我相信
我们之间存有相信

只要你我依然相信
我们就有为彼此努力的理由
这份友谊
就有它存在的意义

友谊永恒

微 :)

其实有少许担心
远在家乡的阿公
你又咳嗽了
真的只是普通咳嗽吗?
怎么听起来好严重?
乖乖
去看医生吧...

Monday, January 17, 2011

i will never forget to smile, because you never forget my smile :)

don't be too good in mathematics - count less.
don't be too good in thinking - mind less.


life will be muuuuuuuunch happier and easier...


hey friend,
i remember you told me before,
you like my smiles the most, so never forget to smile.

thanks for that reminder, a friend far at singapore now.
you know who you are? ^^

out of thousands of sad faces, i see you, because you are smiling :)

kaiwei :)

i always keep a small wish in my heart
wishing that i will receive your long email
telling me how's life over there like what you always did to your other close friends
perhaps i am not close enough to that extend
but i do wish
we can be that close friends
one day...
^^

Sunday, January 16, 2011

give and take


today
coming back in this small little room with four dull walls

i sees the smiles on your faces
i see the lasting bond in your friendship
i see the eternal needs to sustain each other's life
i see the joy you had, simply just by being with each other



was it jealousy that grew beneath?
or we call it envious?
or simply,

there was a small little tiny sound weeping from my heart,
wishing,
that i can be in one of the photos?


i felt a flare of forlorn within myself

a palpable sense of sorrow




silent

yet visible

"give and take"
i tried and am trying and will keep trying to convince myself with this useful meaningful phrase

kaiwei :(

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

水。泪

整个晚上 笑了很多 笑到累了

真的
毫无牵挂地
很放松
很放肆自己

是那么地不在乎吗?
是那么地遗忘了吗?



可是 怎么
当所有高潮都恢复平静时

仅剩的
依然是

那冰冷的洗澡水
和那热腾腾的泪水

心抽着疼痛
心挂着思念
心烙着担心

不在你们身边的感觉
很不踏实

微 :(
忍一忍
明天
就回家了

当脆弱碰上脆弱

当脆弱硬碰上脆弱

我竟然 懦弱地

选择了



逃避


想说
对不起

担心。想念

笑了整晚

当全身静静地被冰冷的水淋着
面对着无人打扰的四壁墙

才发现
原来
一直在流泪


终于
在这小小小小的空间
忍不住
让眼泪
奔腾了


人在这儿
笑着
闹着
玩着

心却在那儿
陪着你们


无时无刻
都在为你祈祷
要赶快好起来 要赶快吃东西

也在为你祈祷
走路要小心 一个人在家要小心

好像你们
好想回家~


你们永远的宝贝孙女,

Monday, January 10, 2011

grandma was admitted to hospital, again, yesterday midnight.
same problem.
vomit. not eating. forced to eat a little. vomit. not eating.

grandpa fell down, twice. no, twice, plus one. in less than one week time.
hurt his toe. legs. arms. face.


here am i, doing nothing.
to be exact, there's nothing i can do.
or i should ask, what can i do exactly?

skip class, should i?
skip camp, can i?

kaiwei :(

i wish i am there right beside you
just right beside...

Thursday, January 6, 2011

一份耕耘,一分收获

要相信
付出的
总会有收获

也许不是今天
也不是明天
又或许短期内根本感觉不到那立体的收获

但是

确确实实
获益了


所以

要相信
付出的
总会有收获

"累,却满足..."

微 :)

虽然累
却情愿相信
这些累
是值得的

因为虽然累
却过得充实

降温

朋友 朋友 朋友

小学的
中学的
学记的
预备班的
大学的

朋友 好朋友 知己 知心 姐妹 兄弟

一直以为不畏风吹雨打的坚固友谊

却被偶然发现
原来也会因为
少了时间经营
少了心思联络
少了时机见面
少了空间闲聊

慢慢
慢慢
慢慢
降温了

怎么了呢?

是时候更加努力了吧
真挚的友情
是值得我去牺牲一点时间的

加油...

微 :)

give and take
我记住了
但难免会想
“没时间”
是理由
还是借口?