Always have a strong urge to post something up here when i was in my college, especially when my emotional up and down ambushed me again and again. But all 'blogging mood' would went away when i finally back home and get the chance to sit comfortably in front of my computer. Well, lazy. I'm lazy to type. I'm lazy to arrange suitable words that fit my mind. And most of the time, I'm lazy to pull my mind back into certain unhappy memories that had passed, although they're not OVER, yet. Emo? Haha. Like i had mentioned, i actually get the 'opportunity' to go through many sometime-pointless UP and DOWN in my days and nights at KMNS. Great or sorrow? I prefer to take it as a chance to see different realities in the world. Either thesedifferences are of the good one for us to see them as sample or vice versa.
It seems the needles inside the clock had just raced for few circles, but the fact is, many many many and many circles was drawn by them. I'm going to complete my full course in Negeri Sembilan Matriculation College in like... 1 and a half month. Damn....fast. Semester 2 @ last semester final examination is on 13th April, and it will last for just one whole week. After that, we would not see each other anymore if that's what anyone hope for. We don't even need to say goodbye as the last sentence in our last paper on the last day of exam will be our last obligation studying in KMNS. Lol. Anyone is in such a pathetic position that he/she don't even has a reason to stay longer for biding adieu with his/her mates before leaving back home? Fortunately, I'm not that SHE. Despite many troublesome troubles I had along my way of finishing my course, more laughters and warm hugs had printed deep on my heart. Friends are who we rely when we're far off from home. And I've got a group of lovable friends who i treasured so much here. Hehe. Hence, on the last day, no matter how much my heart long for home, i'll still give myself sufficient time to spend time with them. and i know i will ^^
Tears has been my loyal companion along my college days, especially on the quiet night i needed someone with me but found out there's no one beside when i turn around; laughters has been a loyal friend to me as well, especially when i'm such a fortunate girl as everyone loves me more than what i expected, even including the one who always make me cry not just once. Well, it's because there are tears with us, only we appreciate more on the laughters we had, don't we? Hehe.
BUT, before that, it's still a fact that i need to face the terror of sitting final exam! Grrr... Seriously, i'm not at all prepared myself for that. Honestly, i'm not at all confident to score good grades like how i did before. And frankly, i'm more than extremely nervous on that! Zzzzzz... Amitabha... >.<
-kaiwei-
being a baby is worries-free. laugh when they're happy, cry when they're unhappy. sleep when they're tired, wake and cry for mummy when they had slept enough. but soon, as they grown up, they'll know and have to accept it, that life is full of uncertainties...
