Friday, September 26, 2008

Right or Wrong?

perhaps i'm still not mature enough in handling problems, perhaps i'm lousy in letting people that i care to realise that i do care for them, perhaps i'm not determine enough in achieving what i'm hoping, perhaps i'm just too lazy to take problem as problem, thus i can blame no one for putting me this what-so-ever sucky situation. ummm.. but anyway, whether is this a sucky situation, it's yet to be comfirm.

Quoted from baobei's blog:

In few recent incidents,

i was stuck in between,
and i didn't know what was the right thing to do.

I was stuck in between
i try to judge analytically.
But there is always never someone completely right or wrong.
Because at the end it all still lies on how you think of something.

the last 2 sentences made a stun in my mind. nearly perfectly fit in my situation. haha. baobei, i simply just love this 'coincidentally'..

-Kai Wei-

Apart

Came back from college this evening, enjoying my 1st day of one week Raya holiday. actually i had loads of tutorials to settle, and tonnes of revisions to cope up with within this week. (and i'm 200% sure that i will NOT complete them within this week) yet, like USUAL(excuse and excuses), not in the mood of working in this very 1st day of holiday. randomly went up to visit few friends' blog just now. knowing that few of these friends who i used to hear from them quite oftenly are doing not so well in their life, i suddenly feel i'm really far from them. far, as in...umm...well, far. lol. as everyone of us are leading our different life in different institutions/places with different group of people around, things are getting different. seriously i long for moment being with you guys. sorry for not being the one who make the 1st move to contact you guys all these days, i'm busy, i'm lazy, i'm credit-less, and i'm under stress over exams and stuff. though, this still couldn't deny the fact that, I MISS YOU, FRIENDS. XD

if i am to throw everyone that i miss one question, i think 3 simple words will do.
"How are you?"

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Homesick...

In this so-called new but yet not that new environment, being under the spotlight among all teachers and students, makes me feel awfully frustrating and irritating! Never had I have this feeling of revulsion towards certain place before. The pressure in academics is still something I can bear with it since I'm having the power to control how much pressure I want to have. However, I have to accept the fact that there are many things beyond my control yet at the same I cannot just totally ignore it. Agrhh... Anyway, despite this and that, I know that I'm lucky and very lucky and super lucky by having what I'm having now. So, smile~

Home, always the best place to stay ^^

Sunday, August 10, 2008

好一个080808!

08 08 08 也是农历初八
吉祥如意啊!

那一晚,
全世界都在观赏北京奥运那撼动人心的开幕仪式...
那一晚,
我也悄悄地,观赏了一场平平静静的闭幕仪式...

没什么,就觉得...
好一个080808!

Hope

Mankind get the will to continue living with the existence of HOPE...
Without hope, our life will be dull and meaningless...
Whenever we put an effort in anything,
there must be a target congesting our mind,
in which it gives us sufficient energy and enthusiastic to keep our path going...

Hence,
no matter what happened,
We must not let the fire in our heart extinguished;
no matter what happened,
please do not let the fire in your heart extinguish;
no matter what happened,
stay firm and stay tough to keep the fire in your heart burning...

Good luck, my pals... ^.^

句号。省略号......

句号,
是一段句子的结束?
还是另一段句子的开始?

要停笔交卷,
除了句号,
其实也能用省略号,
代表还有很多很多的下一句...

握你的手

握你的手

山顶的风凉得想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星 一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得 也该让你远离

握你的手 坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了 至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了 我们都尽力了
也许温柔 是停止再挽留

握你的手 像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了 不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手 都为了再握手
但这一次 是为了放手


这首歌,听了无数次。
只是今天,觉得特别有意思...
听着听着,眼泪竟然流了下来...

原来,人的心可以是那么的脆弱...