at the moment you blurted the words out
that you think the whole department of mine is SUCKS
does it ever crossed your mind before
that how sucks it is to say the sucks word?
i held back the tears
for i know i have to swallow down every single wronged that you put on me
for the different status quo that we are having
he said: don't worry, what has passed had passed, just let it go
he said: it's ok, sometimes you can never satisfy everyone, just let it passed
she said: never mind one la, no need bother them.
still,
tone raised and emotion fluctuates whenever i talk about the story again
tears used to be just around the corner of the eyes at that particular moment
now that i think back from another aspect
maybe i should thank you
thank you for your extraordinarily super duper triple extremely angry emotions splashed on me
thank you for your inconsideration on any possible mistakes that might not be caused by us
thank you for not appreciating ANY of the hard works that we had put just to satisfy both sides
as you taught me a lesson today
a lesson that i can never get it in a classroom
a lesson that makes me have a clearer view on the reality out there in the working environment
perhaps, to be a hypocrite, sometimes it is necessary
for the sake of seeking survival in the crowd of hypocrite fellowsssss
bloooooooody hell.
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apart from that little climax of the day
thanks god everything went good
thanks god for the positive feedbacks from most of them
thanks got there are someone in the corporate world out there who STILL appreciate students efforts and being considerate to some impediment that we failed to look into
"sometimes after the hard works, pressure and exhausting emotions that you had invested in working on an event, and when you see the targeted participants enjoyed and benefited from the event, you will smile when you got back home in tired. no matter how tired you are, this can makes you smile even during your dream"
a simple not-so-corporate conversation with the corporate people might create a contented resonance between me and them
tired
but fortunately
learnt the LESSON
gained the experiences
enjoyed the process
and enjoyed skipping whole day class from 8am to 5pm!!!
Accounting Night Career Exposure Day, SIAP!
kaiwei :)
