No more TARC
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akhem. TARC didn't blow out la, it's just that i'm not going to study there already. plan changed! so where am i going? hmmph... not very far, but farther (is there such word in english dictionary? i remember babi hehui told me it exist) than TARC lo. just last 2 weeks, i got a place in kolej matrikulasi, negeri sembilan. after one day one night of struggling, went to ask advices from PN NG and PN Nafisah, bring in many aspects, finally a new borned baby decision came to the world! :p in less than 24 hours time, my mind which was originally fully prepared to TARC's environment, courses, hostel, apparel, club and societies, future path..... , had to, due to this swift decision, starts a new mentally preparation to matiks. environment, courses, hostel, apparel, co-co activities, future path.... on the night i made my decision, i was quite happy initially, at least i had a decision. but then, SOMEHOW (dont know why and what) i felt a great feeling of sorrow congested beneath my heart. the next thing i knew was my eyes failed to hold back the already-coming-out tears and they started to wet my eyes and cheeks and pillow and bed, profusely. lol thanks to 8poh and hk and brother's gf who had been chatting with me whole night :)
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Malacca? Genting? KL? Home?
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few months ago i mentioned i was longing deadly for a vacation. after days and hours and minutes and seconds of waiting, fortunately, this HOPE finally evolved to actual plan few weeks ago. ju said she wants to plan a trip with us before we start school. so, our 1st plan was malacca. i thought of a'famosa, or simply walking around at town or beachside. i have a close friend there, and he can be our tour guide. but then, things changed. actually the destination 'malacca' crossed over my mind partly because last year 8poh very excitedly forcing me to plan a trip to malacca with her (too bad her forcing effort doesn't works, we ended up at pangkor, haha) inevitably, she deserves the name 8poh. how can she says cannot join us huh! haha. fine fine.. the plan still going on, with yan, jin, ju, hk and me. (even without carrie! blek, haha :p 8poh, we do hope hope hope and hope u will suddenly tell me '8poh! i can join u guys ad!') then ju told me she not yet get permission from her parents. and what sad-er was when ju says her parents didn't giv her a 'yes'. ok lo, malacca quite far and inconvenient, perhaps genting will be better. lol. sampat jin pop up and says she don't feel like going genting worrrrrr. i passed the whole decision to ju lo. (since she's the most ma fan-est pig among us, haha) haihz, think we really doesn't fate to make out this trip. genting all hotels and resorts' room (of course affordable type la) were fully booked, according to internet. tmr ju will call 1st world and ask if we still can have ONE room. *eyes closed, praying hard* ohya, another thing, hk mostly not going because he will be the only guy among us if the trip is on. haha. babi betul....
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one week at hometown
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last week i went back to my hometown at Pedas, Negeri Sembilan. (Wondering whether the founder of this PEDAS likes spicy foods?) i was babysitted by my grandma and grandpa when i was still a baby. i has been repeatedly told about baby kaiwei's stories, about how i only willing to sleep when get to listen to her voice through phone when i was at another grandma's house at johor, how i always refuse to sleep even after half an hour she swing me up and down, how i liked to kepo on everything other people doing no matter how hard they chase me away, how i gently massage on grandma and grandpa's chest when they cough, and how she watched me 'taken away' by my mum after one year staying with her, without having the right to say no because i'm mum's daughter wert. i am the eldest granddaughter in dad's side big family. grandpa and grandma sayang me the most among all others (mainly because i am a good girl, all the time! haha. *ss-ing*) thought of accompany-ing them for one whole week since i'm very free, and before i'm not going to be very free. during this week, i get to opportunity to really staying with them, and i was quite 'down' when i realised both of them are getting older and older. they say things like 'dont know ah gong still here when didi enter university or not', 'maybe ah ma will not be here when u finish ur studies at university 4 years later', 'if ah gong can see you get a good man who cares about u, loves you, and put family as priority, then i satisfy ad '....... omigosh, i can just smile and reply them 'you guys sure have the 福气 one, you always say i very lucky, i give u guys some luck la, hehe'.... i'm laughing on my face, but undeniable, i felt sad when i come to think about those IF and DUNNO that they mentioned :(
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ohya, generally i had a great time there, with them, and with the whole mosquitoes kingdom there. grandma says when i was there, they no need to worry about mosquitoes' kiss at all, because those mosquitoes will, somehow, choose to attack me. i played with flies before sleep also. using the electrical racket, i wanted to chase the flies. but....they seems smarted than me, fly in the shape of circle, made me turn 360 degree with them also. haha. it was after the turn that i realised how stupid am i, and laugh at myself :x
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Others
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nothing special. brother came back from APFT for one and a half week holiday. tmr his girlfriend going to give him a suprise by suddenly appears at my house (i going to fetch her from lrt station la, i'm part of the plan!) yesterday papa bought me a new hp(W580i), suprisingly. gor gor shoot a very envious glance to me when my mum told us about papa's thought. and from saturday until today he's still shooting envious words to me, mainly because he initially wanted to buy that model also. tmr going gai gai at sunway pyramid. wednesday going to have steamboat gathering with pi members. 1st time ever, we can have a full quorum photo! yan and jin going to stay over that night. thurday going shopping with mum and dad to get all my stuff to MOVE house to hostel at matrix.
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that's all la. i spent few hours to complete this blog. haha. nitezzzzzz....
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-kaiwei-
