差劲

办活动遇到十个大问题

远远不及这一个小问题

大家眼中的李凯微

会读书

会处事

会待人

会领导

会孝顺

会幽默

会开朗

可是

那又怎样？

现在的她依然

很差劲

微

明明是这感觉让我相信永远

此刻却也是这感觉

打击了我对永远的憧憬

回家

前阵子阿公阿嫲几乎同时进院

担心了好多天

现在

他们都好多了

谢谢关心!

很多人说

不是每个人都能够享受子孙福

我说

更不是每个人都有机会被阿公阿嫲疼着

所以我是幸运的

那些有机会的人

请好好珍惜这份难得的亲情

没机会的人

别忘了

家中父母

一样期待着你的懂事与关心

有时牺牲了重要的职责

只为回家见见阿公阿嫲

也许偶尔还会迟疑

但阿公一句

“我们一星期没看到你就觉得想念了”

阿嫲一个动作

她轻轻握着我的手笑了

就觉得

什么牺牲都是值得的

因为换来的是亲情

不是其他

微 :)

记得惜福惜缘

珍惜跟你爱的人相处的每一秒

因为你不知道下一秒

你们会在哪里

开学了

开学快乐？

这次

不快乐

还装满了沉沉的担心

恨不得

迟多几个星期才开学

微 :(

脸上在笑

心却笑不出来

沉沉的

好想待在他们身边

祈祷

原来

当心里

很怕很怕

很怕很怕

很担心很担心

很担心很担心

却什么也做不到

不管流多少泪也不能把这感觉赶走

的感觉

是那么的难过

真的真的

很难过

微 :(

请你们一定要平安度过这一关

meeting that happens once in a while

sometimes

can create a different great feeling.

only when we meet once in a while

that we will appreciate the moments being together

isn't it?

that's why,

we appreciate every gathering that held.

miss you my friends.

kaiwei :)

more than just best friend...

specially dedicated to 8poh, someone more than just my best friend...

settling my debt here. haha.

8poh. there you go. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! belated though. Hehe. still remember what happened on 3rd july 2008, the year when i was studying in the jungle and become babi hutan? i will never forget that. due to some not-so-reasonable REASONS (still they are reasons not excuses, i insist) i swear i remember your big day, just that i accidentally forgot that day was 3rd july. then from that year onwards, i always stay alert of everyday's date whenever june is ending and july is starting. Zzz...

babe. nice to meet you. haha. seriously, nice to meet you. you've been my very best jimui since secondary school, form 2? it's not easy to maintain one friendship for so many years, no gap no distance no matter how far apart are we, or how rare we meet each other now. after all the up and down, we are still the closest pair, are we? hehe. 8poh, i consider myself your VIP leh, as i've witnessed your 'growth' in the past few years. from the pampered youngest princess in your house, until the mature lady who knows to consider and tolerate with others, especially for the one you care and love. i'm always proud having you around, and i'm always grateful that i am the one around you when you are in need.

you know what? many people portrayed me as some independent and tough girl out there. as if i don't need a shoulder to lean on because i can always handle my emotions. as if i don't need an ear to confide on because i can always filter my negative thoughts. as if i don't need a hug to wipe my tears off because i can always hold back the sorrow to myself. beyond all these image that people put on me, i am aware that i still have you to rely on when i collapse. trust me, no matter how lazy am i to look for you, no matter how often am i to disappear myself with my busy works, you are always on my mind. from time to time i will think of you, this far away bestie. and miss you always, of course. *wink*

there is one thing that i am really impressed with you. the way you maintain your relationship well and steady with calvin. by being your companion during every 'crisis' you had with him, i can see something called determination in yourself. despite the tears, the bleeding, the pain... you stayed tough and never give up. everyone can love, but not everyone know how to manage their love. you did well. calvin did well. you taught me the most important thing to have in managing a long-lasting relationship. determine as long as love still exists. and avoid saying the word 'give up' easily. i might be able to learn and handle other aspects good, but not this. haha. your promise of love with him, your promise of staying with each other forever, it really touched me from the bottom of my heart. as your bestie, and your future bridesmaid, i sincerely wish to see both of you holding each other's hand and walk together forever ^^

girl, i know you already beh tahan seeing the way i think soooo much in the chapter of love. worry on unnecessary this and that. and never get to handle this bloody thing well enough. that's why sometimes, actually, i also beh tahan to keep telling the same story and same dilemma to you over and over again. i can expect what you wanna scold or nag me the next second. haha. anyway, i know you will always support me no matter how. also you will always be there for me when i fall, just like how you did to me 2 years ago.

lolz.. 8poh, i just realised i had nagged toooooo much already. but still hope you have the patient to read until this last paragraph la. haha. girl, remind me if i start to think towards the negative sides like i always did. pull me back when i dumped myself in stupid mistakes in life again. last but not least, thanks for being my friend. you are always more than just my best friend. you are best-er than best friend. well, i know you are still 'heavy colour' like how i knew you few years back, but just to let you bear this in mind, never forget that i am always here for you when you need. whenever you need. friendship forever. and forever has no ends....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 8POH!!! ~muakks~

always your best 8poh,

kaiwei :)

btw, sorry i'm late :P

忽冷忽热

飘浮不定的思绪

犹豫不决的立场

战战兢兢的决定

总觉得

这样的温度

不对

微 :)

何谓跟着感觉走？