more than just best friend...

specially dedicated to 8poh, someone more than just my best friend...

settling my debt here. haha.

8poh. there you go. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! belated though. Hehe. still remember what happened on 3rd july 2008, the year when i was studying in the jungle and become babi hutan? i will never forget that. due to some not-so-reasonable REASONS (still they are reasons not excuses, i insist) i swear i remember your big day, just that i accidentally forgot that day was 3rd july. then from that year onwards, i always stay alert of everyday's date whenever june is ending and july is starting. Zzz...

babe. nice to meet you. haha. seriously, nice to meet you. you've been my very best jimui since secondary school, form 2? it's not easy to maintain one friendship for so many years, no gap no distance no matter how far apart are we, or how rare we meet each other now. after all the up and down, we are still the closest pair, are we? hehe. 8poh, i consider myself your VIP leh, as i've witnessed your 'growth' in the past few years. from the pampered youngest princess in your house, until the mature lady who knows to consider and tolerate with others, especially for the one you care and love. i'm always proud having you around, and i'm always grateful that i am the one around you when you are in need.

you know what? many people portrayed me as some independent and tough girl out there. as if i don't need a shoulder to lean on because i can always handle my emotions. as if i don't need an ear to confide on because i can always filter my negative thoughts. as if i don't need a hug to wipe my tears off because i can always hold back the sorrow to myself. beyond all these image that people put on me, i am aware that i still have you to rely on when i collapse. trust me, no matter how lazy am i to look for you, no matter how often am i to disappear myself with my busy works, you are always on my mind. from time to time i will think of you, this far away bestie. and miss you always, of course. *wink*

there is one thing that i am really impressed with you. the way you maintain your relationship well and steady with calvin. by being your companion during every 'crisis' you had with him, i can see something called determination in yourself. despite the tears, the bleeding, the pain... you stayed tough and never give up. everyone can love, but not everyone know how to manage their love. you did well. calvin did well. you taught me the most important thing to have in managing a long-lasting relationship. determine as long as love still exists. and avoid saying the word 'give up' easily. i might be able to learn and handle other aspects good, but not this. haha. your promise of love with him, your promise of staying with each other forever, it really touched me from the bottom of my heart. as your bestie, and your future bridesmaid, i sincerely wish to see both of you holding each other's hand and walk together forever ^^

girl, i know you already beh tahan seeing the way i think soooo much in the chapter of love. worry on unnecessary this and that. and never get to handle this bloody thing well enough. that's why sometimes, actually, i also beh tahan to keep telling the same story and same dilemma to you over and over again. i can expect what you wanna scold or nag me the next second. haha. anyway, i know you will always support me no matter how. also you will always be there for me when i fall, just like how you did to me 2 years ago.

lolz.. 8poh, i just realised i had nagged toooooo much already. but still hope you have the patient to read until this last paragraph la. haha. girl, remind me if i start to think towards the negative sides like i always did. pull me back when i dumped myself in stupid mistakes in life again. last but not least, thanks for being my friend. you are always more than just my best friend. you are best-er than best friend. well, i know you are still 'heavy colour' like how i knew you few years back, but just to let you bear this in mind, never forget that i am always here for you when you need. whenever you need. friendship forever. and forever has no ends....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 8POH!!! ~muakks~

always your best 8poh,

kaiwei :)

btw, sorry i'm late :P