Wednesday, March 31, 2010

a letter to be sent, far far away...

To my dearest and sampat-est friend far at UK:

Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to YAN YAN...
HAPPY BURBDAY TO YOU...!

屁 root 婆:
wanted to write in mandarin initially, although i know you will get headache reading them. but since this is your big day, i tolerate with your language la. haha.

it has been...YEARS since i know you and since we are close with each other. from same secondary school, same class, same tuition... until we separated to our own journey of life. private college and public matriculation college, then now even worse. we are separated by the border line of different region on the earth! UK and Malaysia, you thought near ar? don't play play har. lolz. still remember the time we celebrated everyone's birthday in SBS? always, three of us (屁,屁屁,屁root) were the one who planned all the cake eating ceremonies... and always secret recipe chocolate indulgence, remember? its all because of you la, non-cheesecake-eater.

hmm.. your 1st year of birthday at UK, alone, i would say. maybe you'll have your own friends there to celebrate with you, but still, i am sure you miss us very very much de. hehe. sempena this big day of you, i would like to say a few words to you. (although i've already said a lot) sorry for being busy all time ever since you flew to UK. we haven't been chatting a lot for the past half a year right? miss the time when we have can just pick up the phone and dial the always-familiar number, and start talking non-stop. miss the time when we argue over account works middle of the night, that was the only fun thing in doing accounting for me. now... nobody for me to argue with me over accounts anymore, nobody actually chat on phone in the way we did last time anymore ( both are on phone but both doing our own things, then sudd your garfield brother that used to call me GAI微朋友 ) nobody date me for PLAYing basketball and breakfast early in the morning anymore... besides you and babi hehui, no other friends here that all your family members are familiar with my name, that i can breakfast together with your family and not feeling awkward.

sorry for the late birthday post. i've been sophisticated by tonnes of assignments and presentations and tutorials and events and especially bloody FINAL EXAM STRESS all these while. relax... i know you'll say so... but hard, for me. you know me well enough. perfectionist. easy and steady outside, but always long to chase after perfect results inside. anyway, don't worry my dear friend, i'll take care here. looking forward for a day badly. the day when you are going to FLY back here from UK. the day when we can actually sit down face to face and talk like nobody business again. the day when we can share all our stories all these days and nights apart. eh... come back by plane, ok? don't save money then let the strong wind blow you back. haha.

hey girl, i think i will stop crapping here. like i used to say, too much of touchy words are definitely NOT OUR STYLE. haha. take care of yourself there. when you feel lonely, must miss me ar! hehe. again, wish you a very very very HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! (damn old la, no more 十多岁 girl already! mature a bit har, i still can childish until this end of year. haha) miss you so much here. muakks...

the 屁root, the 屁, and the 屁屁婆...

loves,
kaiwei :)

ju, make our redang trip ON!

yan, this post was written halfway yesterday de
saved it in my draft until today only
one day belated
nvm la har...
"What are you busying actually?"
.
What a question.
.
i don't know the anwer.

Monday, March 29, 2010

terrifying figures

i have a bunch of scary figures now:

3 more assignments...
4 more presentations...
uncountable more chapters which i haven't even start reading a word of them...
i only have 2 more weeks before study week...
3 more weeks before exam...
5 more weeks before holiday...

stresses and tenses and nerves and pressures...
they are driving me crazy, pushing me to the corner of my limitation.
i feel tired, physically and psychologically.
lost all the motivation and enthusiasm in every subjects.
and that brought down my efficiency and effectiveness in working.

staying up the whole night with no constructive results...
thats depressing.
seriously, depressing...

i wish so badly to get rid of all the responsibilities.
as a student.
as a student.
and as a student...

i need a good night sleep. no stress. no undone burden. i need a good night sleep.
good night everyone.

kaiwei :)

don't worry too much people out there who are worrying now
especially mummy if you do read my blog frequently
i will be fine
hopefully i will
take care


Sunday, March 28, 2010

第一次觉得
小提琴独奏
原来
也蛮好听的

微 :)

谢谢你
为我付出那么多
只因为想让我开心

Friday, March 19, 2010

Acconting Nite 2010


although i feel so much like shouting BLOODY Accounting Nite 2010, i know i still enjoy myself working hard with all of you, aiming to achieve the same goal.

although this BLOODY Accounting Nite had given us so many exhausting sleepless zombie-liked days, as i know everyone in this big family had put so much efforts and hard works on it, i know we'll smile when the moment we see the outcome this Sunday. trust me, my friends, my team mates, my family... our hardworks will pay when time comes...

2 days more to go, we've left only 2 days to get rid of all these tenses and stresses, of course also all the great moment when we stayed up to work hard together, staying as one family...

gambatemy dear... together we strive for victory. 1st this BLOODY Accounting Nite, 2nd and last a stacks of much more BLOOOOOODY examination papers... XD


All the Best and GOod LUck!
AccoUntIng NitE 2010, SIAP!!

i put up this photo again, because it suits our theme so much!
"Mystical Twilight"
cheers,
kaiwei :)


有时候,
当问题离自己很遥远
同时自己又为其他事情忙碌着

也许
没时间想
没空间让它浮现
没力气去发现它的存在

可是
这并不表示那问题已经不存在了
也不代表那问题已经解决了
更不意味着心里的结已经解开了

原本存在的,依然存在
原本执著的,依然执著
原本放不下的,依然还有一丝丝放不下,虽然一直在努力放下
真的
有努力着
不让自己后悔

因为对自己没有信心
所以一直犹豫不决
因为不想让你受伤
所以宁愿自己流泪

还是哪一句,
对不起
谢谢你
我会好好珍惜
眼前所拥有的

微 :)

我要回家!我要旅行!
好累好累,好想好好休息...


Friday, March 12, 2010

sometimes i feel more comfortable when i'm alone.
sometimes i feel the urge for a shoulder.

yeah, i'm crazy.

how can one possibly control these 'sometimes' well enough that people around us can estimate when which 'sometimes' comes?

struggling.

yes, i'm struggling.

all the time.

for nonsense...

kaiwei :)

i guess
the old indecisive kaiwei-symptoms came back
holyshyt
limhehui i need a talk with u!


Time flies, things change,
so does PEOPLE...

Let bygone be bygone~

Wei :)

耐心等待吧,下一道曙光,总会出现的...


但执著不被珍惜
应该是时候放手了吧

Song of The Weekssss

《是非題》
詞 曲:王雅君

每段故事 都有一篇劇情
每段愛情 都像動人旋律
一顆真心 卻只向著你前進 也許愛越單純越著迷

你是窗外 另外一片風景
在你眼裡 我是什麼關係
你的呼吸 存在我的愛情里 何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因
那一句 我愛你 永遠像少了勇氣
別人都說我和你之間的關係
沒有人相信 只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題
那一些是非題 總讓人傷透腦筋
我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明
一定會有 美麗的愛情

你是窗外 另外一片風景
在你眼裡 我是什麼關系
你的呼吸 存在我的愛情裡 何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因
那一句 我愛你 永遠像少了勇氣
別人都說我和你之間的關係
沒有人相信 只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題
那一些是非題 總讓人傷透腦筋
我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明
一定會有 美麗的愛情

我們從不開口那個原因
那一句 我愛你 永遠像少了勇氣
別人都說我和你之間的關係
沒有人相信 只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題
那一些是非題 總讓人傷透腦筋
我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明
一定會有 美麗的愛情

哈哈,就...
拭目以待吧...

微 :)

忙里偷闲

我是幸福的

虽然忙碌
虽然疲累
虽然压力
虽然紧张

虽然没回家
但简单的一通电话
仍然感受到满满的家庭温暖

虽然好久没见阿公阿嫲
但简单的几句
“妹,要照顾身体啊”
“妹,你没有回来,家里很静哦!”
心里,
好暖好暖...

还有,家人不在身边的日子
谢谢你在我坏心情时记得给我关心
谢谢你到夜晚了还记得我心情不好
谢谢你在我需要时给我暖暖的拥抱
谢谢你在我压力时借我厚厚的肩膀
谢谢你在我熬夜时陪我很多个夜晚
谢谢你
也谢谢你们


阿公阿嫲爸爸妈妈哥哥弟弟还有所有所有关心我的人
不用担心,
我会好好照顾自己...

我会一直记得,
我是世界上最幸福的小公主...

微 :)