same words. different speaker.

the same words,

same sentences,

same terms used...

can be interpreted in different meaning in different period from different person.

sorry that i always interpreted your words in this way,

not good,

and never it is fair,

i know...

but even myself couldn't understand why,

that it will happen to be such a difference between others and you, particularly...

is it because you are someone special for me?

or is it because i have higher expectation on you?

there is one thing that i never dare to tell you,

that perhaps, maybe, probably, likely...

i mean,

just...

PERHAPS,

that's the reason why i sometimes do wish us to remain in the grey zone just like the way it is...

because i know myself.

and that is why i was never a qualify candidate in that position.

well,

perhaps you can not to worry too much,

as i had never been so firm with myself ever since that year...

even until today.

that is me. the i-also-don't-know-what's-happening me...

kaiwei :)

anyway

don't worry

i believe

and i know you do believe

that things will be alright

when things are all alright