thanks god

sometimes, some things, aren't the same although they are the same.

as they differ by person.

by who whom did that SOME things.

it can be hurtful when one person does this;

but joyful when it is done by another someone.

the forbidden door has been unlocked.

surprise. even to myself. i know.

what was it that drove the intention to unlock it?

even myself, i couldn't tell.

timing? part of it, i guess.

person? most of it, i perhaps.

for many days and nights i have been thinking of it.

thinking of whether that was a right decision to make.

and again, even myself, i couldn't tell.

we will just let some special thing called 'time' to prove me the precious outcome.

what if it is right? thanks god, we made it.

if it is wrong? thanks god, we tried our best to make it.

good luck and happy birthday to myself.

kaiwei :)

very peaceful birthday i had

without limhehui limxiaoyan limjuwee shayeejin tangcarrie

who always make a wonderful noise in each other birthday

i simply miss you guys so much

and seriously appreciate the voices of hehui and yan yestd, ON TIME...

muakks....