lost the consensus

it's not the passion or patience that i had lost

in fact

its the consensus

that i used to be proud having it

i heard some unsound scream

which i have no idea where the heck is the source of this painful voice

screw myself

for not being able to handle my emotions

again

kaiwei

i never stop expecting the perfect

although i keep saying i am not expecting any

is that really so?

screw myself

boooo...

happy chinese new year still...

was lingering around on my photo albums while online

then thought of uploading some photos during CNY

over, i know, but who cares..

here comes the late-coming Gong Xi Rabbit Fa Cai...

New Year Eve

women busy preparing dishes

women in red: the most important chief who cook 7-24

women in white: the happy siao siao chief who cook 2 hours a year and happy that her works are captured in photo

women in purple and brown: the supervisor in the kitchen

so where are the men?

here, lazying around like lemonie

yes, finally he is working :)

boys? they are always with the screen :P

reunion dinner starts! love the scene with many red and lovessss!! :D

pity lemonie. left with no one in the dining hall, staring the sky...

happy family with happy facessss

the little doulei in the family.

wait, the mother is feeding her WINE?!

contrast between the eldest and the youngest. cuteeee~

ops.. i struggled for few minutes before posting this up. the ugly scene behind the pretty facesss revealed! or not you thought how we ladies have those fair smooth flawless complexion? >.<

During CNY

happy family, lacking of one member though :)

the non-stop little food hunter ^^

love the crowd. love the noise. love the colors. love the smiles.

this is what children do in visiting during CNY. eat.eat.eat.and eat.

the ladies during family friends once-a-year gathering :D

pray sky grandpa day

the never get the rest during big occasions. grandpa the supervisor and grandpa the hands-on worker *loves*

collaboration between 3 generations. grandpa. dad. bro.

heavy supper in the midnight. how big is this drumstick?

compare them.

i have tonnnneeess of photos in the album but i didnt manage to post everything up.

gosh i can only upload 5 photos at once!

anyway,

happy chinese new year.

~rabbit rabbit~

kaiwei :)

take care :)

always

seeing the stress on your face

i wish i could share the frown that appeared in between your forehead

at least by listening

or by being a companion

but now that we didnt even have the spare time to listen to each other

now that we both have our own worries and tense to handle

now that we both hold the different responsibilities on different aspects

just

wish you the best of luck

and wish us the best of luck

take care

kaiwei :)

就一秒钟的时间

那感觉

回来了

微

想太多

until now
that the fact is already a fact
i still couldn't figure out where the heck does all my money were spent onto

RM30 mobile reload
RM35 BR text book
RM30 feed my xiao hong (yes, it's a car, a dirty car, haha)
RM10 parking fees in EY (i might consider twice or more to work in EY just because of the scary parking rate, which i HOPE i can claim back like...1 and a half year later, maybe?lol)
RM12 dinner at my UNT ex-tenant Laisi @ Lasi @ Lamasi Cafe
RM10 dinner at Picadily
RM6 print marketing proposal
RMxxx i have no ideaaaaaa

came out with a smart way to control my expenses when i were calculator-ing my this-week expenses with my roommate, which is to bring out only RM10 per day on my side, so that i won't or i can't or i don't feel like or whatever-it-is, to spend more than RM10 in a day.

here comes the impediment for this SMART way.
someone who knows me probably more than myself says, "you will borrow money from dajie or run er eventually, which makes no difference on whether you bring RM10 or RM100 together."

hmmph... true also. then how?
zZz...

one way, stop joining events so that i won't have to meet sponsors meet CEOs meet VIPs meet tenants meet whoever that i need to meet.
and perhaps, stop being a perfectionist specifically in exam so that i won't have to buy text books photostate text books print notes print tutorials... haha. cool?

marry a rich guy (and i don't care whether he is from palace or from rubbish bin) so that i have money to spend? haha. crap.

fyi, the story behind this post is, i am just to reluctant to get back to the thick audit text book. haha.
happy audit and MA-ing. next week com law-ing. next next week OB-ing. next next next week AAIS-ing. next next next week Accounting Night-ing. next next next next next next....

goodbye, readers.

kaiwei :)

gosh, one more thing
the credit left in my touch n' go just went nearly FLAT after a trip to Crowe Horwath
nvm, i got RM8000 from them.worth.after all.

give and take, again

my dear fellow teammates,

we learnt a lesson that worth RM100 for each of us

but don't worry

let's put our hands together

wish and believe

that one day later

we will make use of this lesson learnt today

and help ourselves save up the amount which is much costly that RM100...

the friendship that we earned from the process

the joy and laughters that we earned from being together

the give and take that we struggled so much to convince ourselves that they are worth the exchange

we will

one day

gain more than what we lost today

cheers, for the five of us...

and never forget to smile, from to bottom of our heart

fight back the disappointment and impediments that are blocking our way

remember,

these happy faces are contagious.

and we can use our smiles to send great greetings to all...

HIGH 4,

kaiwei :)

cherish the sunshine

recently,

days are busy,

nights are busy,

midnights are still busy.

but somehow,

i had been sensing blissful greetings,

from many best fellows that i am, all the time, wishing them to be happy...

for the new love seeds that each of them breed, and slowly sprouting

for my anticipation to see the delicious fruits of love that will soon be seen

for the blissful smiles in your hearts,

as they spread sunshine,

way from 6500miles away to here into my life...

good luck in your future paths with him(for you), with her(for you), and happy late-coming valentines, my dear friends.

kaiwei :)

smile

you wouldn't know,

how this simple short message that came into my mobile early this morning has made up my day.

moving 8hours backwards, midnight in your place perhaps?

i just woke up, and was still scrubbing my reluctant eyes, struggling to make them open big.

my eyes seeing the sender's number,

mind reading the text,

heart feeling the excitement,

it was then i realized the corners of my mouth was raising...

genuine smile,

for you,

and for him,

from this far far away VVIP...

sincerely i wish you

the best of luck

for this path of eternity that you are about to begin with this special someone in your life...

kaiwei :)

the efforts,

the stress,

the sweats,

the tears,

the panda eyes,

one day,

you will realize,

they are all worth their investment...

kaiwei :)

never stop learning

no matter how bright a STAR that the others perceive you to be,

never stop LEARNING.

no one is the best in this world,

because even the best can still be better if he don't stop LEARNING.

the biggest star's shine can be wonderful, but there will, someday, comes a brighter star. so,

never stop LEARNING.

i might be a bright star over here in this spot. but i am always just tiny like a sand when i am there in that spot. so,

never stop LEARNING.

as the path of LEARNING, never ends.

always strive to be BETTER,

because BETTER never ends...

good luck

kaiwei :)

shall i throw everything off and run away to any secluded place to marry a rich handsome guy found from the rubbish bin?

by all means, yes, please.

anybody came from rubbish bin? marry me please.

noob.

kaiwei >.<

traffic jam in brain

opss...

traffic jam. typical KL.

traffic jam. typical kaiwei's campus life.

the traffic never will be smooth with a congested road;

the works never will be done properly with a congested mind.

gosh!

stop putting everything in a bunch and do start organizing them one by one!

one thought at one time is sometimes more efficient than multitasking!

no wonder my husband can be found from the rubbish bin.

because my brain itself is a rubbish bin at this moment!

Zzz...

good night

kaiwei :)

deep shyt

just realized i haven't make my new year wish:

1. get to find a rich handsome guy from the rubbish bin.

2. marry the rich handsome guy from the rubbish bin.

3. get off from the deep shyt situation i am in now.

dear god, please don't take these wishes seriously because i didn't mean to want a husband from a rubbish bin because he will then be real damn smelly.

thank you.

good night world.

kaiwei

keep this post out of you if you wan a good mood

perhaps, i am thinking too much

perhaps, i am too greedy

perhaps, i am too selfish

perhaps, i am just too self-centered

i only know love can't be shared.

i didn't know friendship does the same to me, for certain people in certain cases.

sharing is caring.

i always blurt this phrase out easily without hesitation

but why am i still feeling bad, like now

but why am i still feeling left out, like now

but why am i still feeling odd, like now

i need a shoulder for my tears.

i need a hug for my weeping.

i need a long night chat to moan my grief.

the shoulder, the hug, the voice, the friendship, which only meant for me.

and only me.

selfish? yes, i am.

greedy? yes, i am.

sucks? yes, i am.

who cares.

i don't care.

and nobody else care, at all.

kaiwei

Happy Birthday

i was hesitating whether or not to have this post also this year.

later then i think, why not?

after all, it is an annual post! haha..

10th February. a special day for the special someone. yes, still the special someone.

Happy Birthday to you ^^

新年快乐

从前，有一对doulei兄妹...

话说有一天晚上，他们在数红包钱...

本小姐：哥，你去欣月家拿很多红包哦？

李凯圣：刚好他亲戚全部都在家...*show-off-ing*

本小姐：哼，等我有了男朋友后，我也会有多一点红包...

李凯圣：你有了的，不要假假啦...*一副暗爽又欠扁的样子*

本小姐：啊？没有咧...

李凯圣：假假...你有了的...

本小姐：... ... -.-"

什么跟什么啊...根本没有给我反驳的余地..

我要澄清一下，虽然也不知道澄清来干嘛...

只是现在睡不着，就起来打打字...

本小姐目前单身，没有男朋友！

虽然没有和有好像没什么太大的分别

虽然我真的很不像单身

虽然我们谈话互动相处很不像没什么

可是

单身

是真的啦

但

好像说了也没人相信

说不说也没人想知道

说不说也没分别

哦？

哈哈

随便

耐心一点吧

多等...

也许几天

也许几个星期

也许几个月

也许再多几年？（我应该没坏到这个程度吧）

等我开窍（等他开窍）

我

就会正式告别单身

阿公阿嫲的心愿

我会尽快帮他们实现

一定会帮他们实现

爸爸妈妈请放心

虽然你们女儿我平时blurblur的，又没什么common sense

但这一次

我会很清醒的

清醒 清醒 清醒 清醒 清醒 *自我催眠-ing*

呵呵

可是要相信我

现在真的还不是！

potential目前依然还只是potential

可能有比较potential啦

但还是potential而已!

哈哈

故事说完

其实重点在这里

只需要四个字

新年快乐

晚安

微 :P

其实

真的只是睡不着想打字

知道这部落格没什么人在读

在读的人也是不错熟的人

所以才敢敢在这里乱讲话罢了

长篇大论说了些有的没的

又认真读完的人

真不好意思浪费你们的时间

还有谢谢你们这么努力读完

哈哈