keep this post out of you if you wan a good mood

perhaps, i am thinking too much

perhaps, i am too greedy

perhaps, i am too selfish

perhaps, i am just too self-centered

i only know love can't be shared.

i didn't know friendship does the same to me, for certain people in certain cases.

sharing is caring.

i always blurt this phrase out easily without hesitation

but why am i still feeling bad, like now

but why am i still feeling left out, like now

but why am i still feeling odd, like now

i need a shoulder for my tears.

i need a hug for my weeping.

i need a long night chat to moan my grief.

the shoulder, the hug, the voice, the friendship, which only meant for me.

and only me.

selfish? yes, i am.

greedy? yes, i am.

sucks? yes, i am.

who cares.

i don't care.

and nobody else care, at all.

kaiwei