stay strong my love

my dear,

i know what you are going through now is the hardest time you ever had in the passed 21 years.

i could never understand the pain that you are going through right now,

and i am so sorry for not being able to be there for you and her back there in malaysia.

i so want to run over to you and give you a tight hug and to cry together with you.

but i'm sorry i couldn't.

you are such a darling friend for us all these years.

and it is painful by just looking at the grieving messages on your wall.

please promise us to stay strong my dear.

collapse and cry it out with all your heart.

but always remember to stand back up very soon, and remember that life still goes on.

it is true, she has went to heaven and to be the angel for you and your family,

and i am sure she wishes to see smiles instead of tears on your pretty face.

take care my dear.

i miss your loud voice and the contagious laughter so please, stay tough.

i love you.

remember we are here, and our hearts will always be with you.

loves,

kaiwei :'(