owh...

there are still so much more for me to learn.

pray hard i don't screw things up this time.

i know you put a high faith on me to call me in.

i know you put a good trust on me to convince all others to trust me as well.

just hope, i won't disappoint you at last.

just hope, everything will turn out to be good and steady at last.

just hope, we can still hold up as good friends and good mates at last.

gosh i feel soooooooo alone right now.

haven't been feeling so helpless standing here as a leader but not doing what i am supposed to be doing.

i need somebody, anybody, reliable. i mean, RELIABLE.

sorry to blurt this out, but still, this is so bulllllshit.

i am sorry to not being able to help when you think i can. at the same time i hope i don't need to say i am sorry at the end of the day for the same reason.

come on leekaiwei! life still goes on when everyone turns their back on you busy doing their own things. life still goes on although sometimes it sucks...

kaiwei :(