things are messy.

minds are messy.

commitment are messy.

preparation messy.

planning and organizing messy.

bloody hell.

i didnt expect all these to be in such a mess.

like... come on, you are also a leader and you should know what is your responsibility.

was that my fault?

was it because of my lack of supervise?

or was it because of my bloody useless leadership skills?

or rather, was it because my heart is not commit at all in this?

guess i'm certainly so not ready on this type of long-distance leadership matters yet...

save me, anyone?

support me, anyone?

back me up, anyone?

screw.

kaiwei :(